on the outside (feat. Ka'ala)

by DeFalco

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this one is featuring the love of my life.

our goal with this one was to combine an upbeat vibe with sad lyrics, to help listeners get thru tough times (like the death of a loved one or a difficult break-up).

and despite it being a sad topic, we really enjoyed writing it and would love to hear your thoughts and opinions on the song :)

remember that now is not forever. brighter days are always within reach. work towards a future that will bring u more happiness. <3

lyrics

Optimistic, I'm just fine
PTSD all inside
Losing you messed up my mind
Feels like it could happen at any time
But remembering is worth it
Don't wanna let these feelings surface

On the outside, I try to act like everything is alright
It's almost like I don't have to miss you
But the truth is I do
It hurts to think about you
And on the inside, I don't feel right. I wish I could cry
But that would mean that I'd have to feel you
And the pain is too true
Forever lost without you

It's depression. I'm not fine
Think about you all the time
I really want to get away
You're just a reminder every day
But loving you is worth it
Sometimes I feel I don't deserve it

On the outside, I try to act like everything is alright
It's almost like I don't have to miss you
But the truth is I do
It hurts to think about you
And on the inside, I don't feel right. I wish I could cry
But that would mean that I'd have to feel you
And the pain is too true
Forever lost without you

On the outside, I try to act like everything is alright
It's almost like I don't have to miss you
But the truth is I do
It hurts to think about you
And on the inside, I don't feel right. I wish I could cry
But that would mean that I'd have to feel you
And the pain is too true
Forever lost without you

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released December 17, 2019

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